Friday, September 26, 2008, 10:37 PM
my blog died. actually, through out my blog's entire life, it has died a significant number of times. yet, it ages with me. ha! my blog is actually 4 yrs old. and i have never changed my blog add before. unlike sum ppl...-->my dar,xf. change so many times. i lazy relink her le! lol.
hhmm..whats there to blog. actually, alot. alot of things happened and alot of things are going to happen, but i dunoe what to blog about. like, my results this sem not as gd, and that when i chatted with Ms Ho just now, she did mention that to get into local uni, you need a gpa of 3.9. ha! i can no nd go local uni le. ha!
and then what else, hmm..i keep watchin movies twice this hol. i watched mamma mia and hana yori dango twice. both with diff ppl. but then again, my record was 4 times i think. oh yar, and that cathay cinema sucks big time. coz when i watched hyd the second time, the subs was horribly pixel-ed and the sound system was terrible, sometimes loud, sometimes soft. i rmb tt it was cinema 4. the same cinema that i watch my 4 shows. the last time was the worst. ha!
hana yori had something that really caught me. to kinda know if 2 of you belong to each other, ask each other, what is ur dream. does it consist of the other party? i suggest you go watch the show. i watched it twice. noticed different stuff when i watched it.
hmm..what else. that trm camp is turning out to be an eventful camp. eventful in alot of ways. like between the camp comm, and between the jnrs and the things that are happening. and the thots i have about it. ytd finished the flag! its really cute. couldnt finish the shirt, but the yr1s were really great! thanks to silin and joana. voulunteered to finish them up! really sweet gals. then there's still night walk stuff haven settle yet. but, i think, camp would turn out great! its getting better and better.
but then, the other camp, crusade camp that falls on the same day, i dunoe what to say. heard tt dilion doesnt want to accept part time campers. hmmm..dunoe larr. dan my tuition boy having oral exam on the 9th. so i dunoe if i shld go tuition on the 8th nite. if that's the case, then i really no nd go for crusade camp le. but if i not going for tuition, i am SUPER tempted to go crash crusade camp even if dilion say cant. LOL. last nite nia mahhhh..wahahaha..see how larr..
then there is SPM. where tr01 is doing golf. and we did put in quite alot of effort on the proposal and the entire process of the workshop. yet, as in, i dun mind and it would be my honor to do so, i m asked to emcee the event, do briefing and be game show host, but it would mean that i would not be with my class most of the time. i most probably wouldnt be able to see the fruits of tr01's labour together. but, i noe it would be great. haha..
then there's the choosing of time table. sucks that tr01 end so early on mon. now i can only hope that jap would be on fri. then it would make my dream come true! wahahaha..but nevermind lar. i actually love tr03's time table, but dey dun wan ppl from the other sem joining their side, or someone would have to come over to the other sem. i totally get it lar. but they ave me an excuse to my logical side to stay in 01. coz it made more sense to go to 01 dan 02 coz at least i would be able to get 1 day early off. then ytd was choosing IS day. scary lorr, after ivan scared me and sophia coz we were in sch meeting our trm yr1s. super scared that i couldnt get into the same class that xf sent us in the morn. coz each class only had 4 slots. and when ivan chose his class at 12nn, after bout 1 min, there were no more slots for events mgt. super scary. but luckily, i got in after all the stress. the yr1s were all laughing at us. lol.
what else happened....ehhh..today had cocca trees mystery shopper training. super good. the speaker really inspiring. he's only 24, and he's a manager who started from scratch. he started working on the sales floor, like the most basic one, then after 4 months, promoted to managing trainee overseas. total cool. its nice to see and hear the real life success stories and wonder how ur working life may work out to be in the future. then you start to think, what do you wanna do, and you gotta think where you wanna start off and where you wanna end. and yet, if life, you wanna leave it to God coz he ll know what's best for you.
in this hols, i m kinda addicted to the twilight series. its really great. its actually a romance series intertwined with the supernatural of vampire and werewolves. yet as i reread the series again and again (i focus more on the last 2 books), i learn more and more. i started reading the book all thanks to syahid where i noticed his blogskin and wikipedia, knowing bout the movie before the series, then i had the crave to rekindle my love for english books. bought the first book, then the second and third before i finished the first. then when i m about to finish the 2nd book, i bought the 4th and the last coz i read abit of the 3rd and i super didnt like that part. so i had to buy the 4th to console myself coz i know that the series had a happy ending. so i acutally read bits and pieces of the 4th book before reading the 3rd. i read books in messed up ways lar. i dun like to read from the start to the end in a systematic way. it has never been like that for a long time.
this series taught me alot. mainly, the part that had stuck on me was the part about choices. that the choices we make, make us who we are. emotions and situations are not really in our control. is what we chose in the end that makes us who we are. the choice to stop that emotion that we are feeling to feel another way, to make changes to our mistake or words that can change a situation, is what we choose that makes us who we are. not the different faces of ourselves that we are in different situation.
the fact that we choose to let God have control of our lifes, that choice that we let GoD's will over rule our wants, makes us who we are.
hmmmm..kinda a long post to revive my blog. LOL.
hols are coming to an end. soon i guess. i kinda had something in mind today. you noe ppl, (okay, i admit, ME) always say that we dont have holidays, we end up having so much to do, we dont have time to rest. i realised today. that is bullshit. that fact that we are doing so much, shows how much we value time and experience our lifes to the fullest to fill it up with things. and we learn so much. hols is just a diff part our life. and that learning nver stops, not in a hol, not when you graduate. and since our poly edu is so flexible and so much of experiencial learning, it seems like we dont have a hol coz when we learn in the hol, it seems like our normal classes. this just proves that our learning system in poly is great. not our hol suck. i guess, its great to be able to put the pic ard. like when cpt jack sparrow turned the ship upside down in the 3rd movie where "up is down" as quoted. that i enjoy my hol the way it is.
i m soooooooo preachy, i realise i m really getting more and more preachy and naggy. lol. but then again, i like to be the know it all, and i also really like to share what i noe. so haha..bear with me abit. or, you can always not read my blog LOL..
but, i m getting back the more natural side of me too. if you noe me, you shld noe me, you ll get me.
wahahahahahaha........
love God,
love others,
love you.
Tuesday, September 02, 2008, 1:01 AM
wa ta shi wa toteimo yasashi desu!!!!!
THANK YOU GOD!!!! thank you so much for your overflowing blessing! thank you for giving me what i want even though i didnt pester you for it. For giving me more than i requested and expected. For showing me that, in times where i am weak, i depend on you rather than myself, things will always be great coz you are the one in control. that relying on you is the only one i shld EVA rely on.
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!!
i no longer need to worry bout 15 Sept anymore..