Monday, January 29, 2007, 8:16 PM
today, i didnt go to sch. obviously, for ppl in aj..they had a quiet day without me..buzzing..haha..but yar..really had the rest that i think i need..even though i still do not think i have rested enough..i may end up not goin to school tmr oso.. hhmm..stay in bed most of the time today. really didnt feel lyk doing any work or anything..no mood..no heart..hiaz..i really have no idea why i have that lack of sense of belonging..every morning, i dont have the feeling of wanting to go to sch..its lyk juz b4 Os..that time..lyk go to sch oso no use tt kinda feeling.. i really miss the feeling of wanting to go to sch. izzit jc life?or izzit only aj? or izzit just me?..hiaz..but nvm..results will be out really soon..haha..so only nd to tahan only 11 more days..max..haha..but that's also the time where i have to make my decision that affects the rest of my life..haha..
ankita..love you loads..cheer me up when i needed it..haha...
Thursday, January 18, 2007, 9:06 PM
i lost my momentum of what i was blogging two days ago..so yupps... official timetable has started..so it means that i should start putting more effort into studying..but i m just unable to put mysef in the momentum. i dun like being unsure of my future. i m unable to focus n put my 100% into what i m doing now coz i dunoe if it i ll go to waste or what i m doin will be used for..and the question i have been asking myself for so long..actually for only 3 weeks. but still..am i goin to stay at aj? if not..where am i goin to go? i feel so so lost...hiaz..i really cant wait for the results to be out..and hopefully our results will e out asap..but as MOE website has written, http://www.moe.gov.sg/esp/schadm/jae/ results ll only be out on the 2nd week of feb. and that means 3 more weeks of insecurity.actually, its not insecurity. its not insecurity. its juz..uncertainty..yar..uncertainty..i really dun like the feeling of juz floting around..as in piao lai piao qu lar..but yupps..i really quite like my class..and my og mates..n sum lectures..and sum tchers..n my exclassmate..as in 4606 ppl in aj..and aj is really better that what we thot..not alot better. but really better..still...ll be meetin yx tmr..so yupps..can go out..again..and not study..again..hiaz..at this rate..if i cont at jc..sure die de lor....hiaz...haha..nvm..hv fun in honeymoon wks bah..haha
Tuesday, January 16, 2007, 8:17 PM
k yar..as i was blogging...really miss mr tan's math lesson. jc maths is so monkey lar..and got lots dun really understand lor..hiaz..but still can do lar..but..nvm..if i goin to stay in jc, then i ll definetly gonna nd mr chia teach le..lol..hiaz..oh yar..then wed hv cca open hse thingy..haha..vj ppl came..yay..haha..hv py huimin cheryl alvin philip..super funny lar..they oso go sign up for hokey n stuff..funny..then j2 ask them join cca..philip was lyk..my collar pin kinda dirty..u wanna hlp me clean..lol..super funny..then thru hv og outing..wenta j8 watch night at the museum..i nd ta go...dad want me out!!!ltr then com bac!!haha..
, 5:25 PM
haha..since mummy ask me to blog..i shld rite..haha..hhmm..the past 16 days had been kinda busy..adapting to a new life, a new environment..and also keeping in touch with my past.
first few days of january was havin orientation camp. truthfully, taking away all the biased views of aj, it was fun..at least, better then i thought. the people there are nice.and my ogl and og mates are great. it was a nice finale to hv our house winning. then on the last day, we (ex and) went bac ta sch for sec1 campfire..saw sooo many ppl. it was really nice to see everyone. to be able to feel that family touch again. in the end. has cheer fight against vj. dere was really a claer distinction btwn ppl frm aj n vj..haha..tt's where almost everone went.haha..then the whole grp of us bombarded macs..the manager there is a realy nice guy..he actually sent some one to take our orders from us.we didnt even need to get out of our seats.haha..then went home with naomi..haha..i miss her..miss the funny n horrible moments we had..haha..
then last week seem to move really slowly. the lectures were really dreadful. i think i almost feel aslp in everyone of it expt econs. econs was the only subj i actually paid attention to..haha..econs is fun. who ever said that everyone takin h2 econs will fail is so wrong..coz i m taking h2 econs..haha..mayb i wun do well..but i really dun believe i would fail. despite my lack of power in the english language..haha..anw. miss mr tan so so so so much in math lecture..
gtg watch tv first..comebac ltr to cont updating!!!!