Tuesday, August 21, 2007, 10:33 PM
noooooooooooo.........dun blog dun blog....shit..why am i still here?? i have major exam tmr!!!!!!!! and the next day and the next...damn...k kz...i admit i m a slacker..ever since i came to poly..now i noe why they say poly ppl v slack..i totally agree..zzzzzzzzzz
i dun like myself when i slack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, August 18, 2007, 10:25 PM
shit..its all yx's fault..make me emo...
blog hoppin+friendster scannin=...emo `rui
damn. why do i keep becomin emo this few days??hmm..yes, i shall once again blame it on the poly system. if its not for so much free time, how can i go browsing so much stuff? i ll be busy doin tutorials and tryin hard to cram time to watch my jdrama twdrama kdrama, read my novels and squeeze abit of time for anime.
but here i am, doin random stuff that i shouldnt be doin...
and all yx's fault..make me so emo...
coz i read her blog..miss her so much..then go friendster..went to all my besties that i wouldnt have survived my 4years+3months+ all the time till now and on...
che lyn anki polly and yx...and others larr..then was abit bored..so look thru friendster pics..emo siazz....lyk went on a ride thru memory lane...wahhhhhhhh.........
i wonder what i d be thinkin another 4years frm now... ... ... ... ... ...
, 8:49 PM
1 down, 3 to go. just realise that i screwed up the paper..damn..i didnt notice my mistake until i was on the bus hm from amk. hiazzzzz...........super scared...it really may cost me my A..the A that i hae been workin so hard for through out the whole sem. i really hate it when everything depends all on the last paper.if i fail my exam, all the hard work and determination that i had throughout the past half year is all gone. damn. i really want that A.
still have bstats fmm microE. seriously, i havent really studied for these 3 subjs yet. i really detest exams. wait, actually i love exams, i like doin papers. but i dont like the breaks that thay give before the exams. Its the breaks that make me slack. hate them. i dun mind like fri last day of the normal sch days, then mon exam. or even if is exam in normal sch day. its so much better. maybe its because i m used to it. anderson has been doin this ever since sec2. its so much better anyway. it doest give you time to think. so you ll just do. and its based on your daily performance so you can differentiate hardworkers, smart slackers and dumb slackers. isnt this better?. dumb poly.
just cant wait for 27th to come. i wanta go out!!!!!!!! miss my sec4 mates...haha will be goin out with my "boyfriend" lyn..lol..haha..still cant get over that incident..wahahahah..super funny..anw, just cant wait...go kbox, go watch movie, shoppin..spend my bdae present eat nydc cake!!..lol..just hope che anki polly the jc ppl can go out too... i ll like have so much time to spend. 8 wks of hols lorr...
oh yarr.. and i fell down again. seriously. i fell down the stairs. my slippery slippers..and it was rainin..so yupps..fell flat on my butt. super pain lorr..then hurt my ankle and got cut too. lol..remember i oso fell flat on my butt quite a few times in AnDsec too..haha..funny..i actually miss falling down in Andsec and laughin back about it.. clumsy me...
yao4 zao3 ge4 ke2 yi3 zai4 wo3 die2 dao3 you4 zan4 qi3 lai2 shi3, fu2 wo3 ju4 xu4 yi2 lu4 zou3 xia4 qu4 de4 ren2...............................
Monday, August 13, 2007, 2:13 PM
maybe its because i haven talked to anyone [my age at least] since um..lets see...since lyn's bbq. 1 wk plus..incredible. seriously, for someone like me who can never stop talking. and when i say i haven talked, it includes msn and sms.yes. i haven msg-ed anyone. i have been in total isolation. ha! funny isnt it? its the circumstances and the situation you are in larr. in my case, its study week and exam week where i am suppose to not talk with anyone and anything except books. and notes. and paper. and here s the catch, when you dont have any siblings. yar yar yar...i noe i noe,...i have been harping on this matter since since...the start of time. i m not complaning or v upset about this, there are the happier moments, but i guess i always harp on this when i start to get emo...
really...but i guess, its my choice to not call anyone or msg anyone or initate a conver on msn. but hello...everything works both ways too...why is it that no one ever thinks that way with me. why am i always the one starting or initating a conver. why am i the one alwyas doing the calling? hasnt anyone ever though of calling me for a nice long conver before?
haha..never mind..coz i really shold go study..i haven studied for soooooooo long, i forgot all about bstats and microE..not forgetting itr is 4 days from now.!!!!!!!!!!! gtg!!
Monday, August 06, 2007, 5:02 PM
i wanna blog i wanna blog i wanna blog!!! haha..its been a long time too..actually, its noe 22.58 on the 5th of august, but apparently i have no internet connection, so i m using note pad now..hah
oh yar..have you guys ever been house arrested before?? my gosh larr..i was house arrested on fri...almost couldnt make it to school. coz i still not in the babit of lockin my rm..[ok...thats an excuse..but stilll...haha] i lockied my room with my wallet inside my rm.this means, the keys to my room and the main door and gate is also locked in my room!! iwas freaked larr..then call lao ma..it was then that i realise that my house has NO SPAREKEYS. how can anyone not have spare keys? what if get locked in? man..everyone who reads this should go find out if your parents keep spare keys. if they dont, you really shouldget one, trust me frm my experience. luckily for me, my black knight came to rescue me from my terror!!haha..my dad immediately took time off, drove all the way hm, unlock me outa the house, then drove me allllllll the way to sch!!! if you still havent realise,driving me to sch is a v big deal. i stay at sengkang, and my school is alllllll the way in clementi, so its from NE to W..crazy i noe...i love my dad...my lao ma says that my future bf or whatsoever will definetly be v similar to my dad..haha..coz i look up to my dad tooooo much..haha..
oh yar..then sat, i got my hand ruined, coz is mum's funfair thingy and stuff, so go do henna in support..but apparently it sucks..big time.period. damn, it looks like my hand's been poisoned. kinda like those olden times where you drop a single drop of poison on urhand and it spreads with the veins kinda look. yuck. hopefully it ll fade fast.
then went to lyn's bbq, feel really bad, coz we, as in the 4/6 ppl..didnt really make theeffort to go socialise with other ppl. as in, i did, even che did too..but the guys wereso anti..and we keep making our own private jokes. then lyn had to run everywhere coz we didnt mis ard, so she had to be a gd host to everyone and end up everywhere. then in the end after we cut the cake, everyone left even though the guys said they wld stay. but cant blame them too...4/6 always come and go together wad...but we had fun, really miss sec sch life and sec sch friends...man, those were the times....
then today, i got wad i wanted!!! a nice decent camera!! sadly its not sony, but still its a gd decent camera, samsung, so its the same as my hp..and i love my hp, so i noe i ll love my cam too...haha..wheeee.........san yi bought it for me..haha..gotta thank her soooomuch........
haha..another piece of gd news, ppl who have no show to go watch or nothing better to do, should realy go watch goongS..is super super super super super nice!!!!!!!!! whoeva said that it wasnt nice or wont be as gd as the first goong is sooooooooooo WRONG!!!!!!
actually, goongS is actually better...its sooooooo much better....and se7en is sooooo cutelarr!!!!!!!!!! and i love the story, and its not v v v dragggy..mayb the beginin is abit slow, but after the 4th disc i think, its super gd. i love tha main character...haha..se7en is so cute lar..oops, i think i repeated myself...haha..but its true!!!! hahagoongS is officially added to one of my fav dramas..but not the fav fav..haha..
fav twdrama: it started with a kiss!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fav jdrama: hana yori dango!!!!!!!
fav kdrama: my gal and goongs..
so as you can see, i haven really watched a kdrama that i can make it my official fav,but its on my list of must watch shows..haha..i wan go watch other shows liao...bye!!!!!!!
Thursday, August 02, 2007, 11:47 AM
i was suppose to blog this, but lao pa lao ma off the int le...
31 07 07
i m so so so so utterly disappointed. it is this kind of people that is why the world
is detoriating. not in the technology sense or the ecology sense. But in the humanity
sense. yes, i admit, its every man for himself, a dog eat dog world. but cant you just
keep it politically and economically? as in keep it in the business world. But now, its
life we are talkin about. how can people be so selfish. i really dun understand. can you
put urself in that person's shoes. acutally, not in that person's shoes. but in that
person's family's shoes. his/her spouse, parents, children..etc etc..yes, you nd to ensure
your own safety, but can you live with it? can you just walk away, knowing that you could
have saved that person, but YOU CHOSE to walk away. that person may live, that person may
die. if that person lives, then that's great, but if that person dies, can you live with
i know i cant. so i wont. coz i ll go up and save. i really dont think its about being
the hero or acting brave. it is about being NOT being selfish. yes, i mayb stingy over
the small and slightest things, but when its time to think about others before yourself,
its just really really sad. i mean, yar..true..diff ppl have diff mindsets and mentalities.
but the worse is to teach others to act in such selfish behaviour.
man...i m really getting pissed.
i should go watch some shows to cheer up///////////
be nice. do the right thing.