Monday, April 30, 2007, 11:38 PM
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i sooooooooooo miss 4606.. and aj ppl..2207..and my best friends....my gosh..its like a million yearss since i ve meet themm..mayb not..but still!!!!argh!!! i dont care.......god...pls pls pls pls pls pls let me change jap class to tue...pls god...i nd the mons...
Thursday, April 26, 2007, 10:04 AM
as usual..i m bloggin when i m not suppose to..wahaha..i m actually hvin micro econs now..n it was my fav subj in jc larr..so its lyk really funny when i m bloggin during my fav subj..lol..i think coz i pay attention too much in aj..wad she is teachin now is lyk repetition..hiaz..i blog half way go play msn games..dunoe whose fault issit.......wahahaha..lol..hiaz..i lost in minesweep..so sad..the last time i lost was a long long long time ago..with.....hiaz...nvm...
anw...i was suppose to cont where i left of ytd. last nite mum came stop me frm bloggin..but its gd larr..coz i was also v tired le..i shld go to slp le..yar..so as i was saying..
ytd..after the big mistakes i made..went for dance..as usual..go xiao again..dunoe why..but at dance can like..feel more relaxed bahh..actually..its like..i m more relaxed anywhere else except in class..but from what i heard..you will stick with ur class for 3 yrs..dunoe lei..i think all depends all time bahh...........
nvm nvm...as wad i said...when thinks starts of at the worst pt..things can only get better!!!!whee!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, April 25, 2007, 11:30 PM
i have to blog..before i start chattin and forget to blog..even thoug i hv time to blog tmr..lol..anw..i have loads to say..but i kinda forgot..i think ytd..wad i was suppose to say was thank god for various reasons..nvm bout the reasons..but i ll tell u if u ask..lol..
then as for today..long long day. at first in the morn, went to take the shuttle bus. i counted on the way..i was bout ard the 30th.so i can ensure that i can get on the bus..and a SEAT. then i saw naomi [np jap class..not and de..] and her friend like bout 8 ppl in front of me..so i was like..nvm..i go queue..dun cut the queue. then as tie passes..more ppl arrived. and then ppl start cutting quere. in front of me..and they are like super late larr..then by the time the bus arrives..JUST nice..i was the first person hu did not have a seat n had to stand. i was really pissed larr..i came so early..then ppl come like a few mins b4 the bus arrives. and they have a seat. i was really pissed larr..i wanted to nap on the bus coz i desperately nded it lar. then in the end no seat. i mean. i really could have cut the queue and joined my friends. and i would have had a seat. but i had the responsibility to bear with the consequences of my actions. for eg. wakin up late and needin to take the 2nd bus and ended up late..but i guess..others dont think the same way as me..
and as the day drags on...its tutorials the whole long day. first mircoe..everyone was like super dead. only the 2 yr 2s beside me hu r repeatin this module were responding.. then after that FMM..everyone was still in the ï hv scotch tape on my lips"mode. and as for me..i was thinkin..if this keeps up..i would be a professional comic eye-drawer by the end of 3 yrs with many diff types of eyes.lol..finaly lunch break..then in the end still went for ITRM..thank god for that course. ms ng made us did grp work discussion. and we finally started breakin the ice.
BUT.......i was too forgetful...man.. now that i think of it..i really shld hv think before i speak. its like..when discussin the qns..i did my work lar..unlike others..but i think thats coz i hv too much time to spare on mon..lol..but when discussing qns..i think i said to much. kinda like "blown my cover"kinda stuff..until ms ng oso said that i not bad arh..still can rmb ll ur geog n hist stuff..even after olevels long over..wad sch u frm arh?? quite commendable lei...as usual..i WAS quite happy..but then...agrh..i really shoud juz shut up at times..coz once i start..i dont stop....che-mummy....HLP!!!!!!!...hiaz..
i know it s gd to be commended n stuff..its like after tutorial over..we were in the lift..one of my classmates asked me for my l1r4...then its like...as usual..ppl think i xiao..but come to think of it.. they are oso v gd wad...trm cut off 10 wad..only a few pts more..
accordin to mummy n daddy...i gv away too much le larr..its like..coz i m gd..as in..i aint boastin or anything..but as in for the time being that i m coping well..its like in this world..a lot of ppl yao kan ni si. n lyk make use of u..and me being dumb..will not no...i gtg
Friday, April 20, 2007, 10:32 PM
wahahahaha..my mood gets better and better as time passes..wah piang...wahahahah..LOL ROFL...i cant stop laughin..super super funny..me and lyn les..wahahaha..so funny..ppl actually think that way..wahh..i cant imagine siaz..lol..did u read lyn's april 4th entry?? ppl actually read tt entry and think that way..lol..ROFL siaz...really v v funny..go read her blog..lol..n my tag..lol..
anyway..i think i cant wait for today to arrive for quite a long time. haha..coz poly life is really hard for me to adapt..i guess..i think for me esp. comin to a new foreign environment with absolutely NO friends..but as the days pass..its getting think better larr..with the exception of thur..haha..i cant wait for nxt wk..i cant wait for tutorials i cant wait to get busy..i miss being busy..lol..
today was quite a nice day. except that i was a tinnie winnie bit late..CATS was quite fun. meet many v diff ppl..haha..then its quite amazing that we could actually get into grps within 1 lesson. but on the other hand. its coz we dunoe each other really well..that we would get into grps without any bad thoughts..the grp i m in looks quite decent n fun..hopefully i ll be able to work well with them and get an A..haha..and also become gd friends lar..lol..that's why i think that i have been quite a rough week coz only hv lectures no tutorial..abit weird weird.then dunoe classmates..so lyk..still v insecure thats well hadnt been in a v gd mood these few days..
haha..then IS SW..wahaha..i went with my CATS classmates..we were lyk the first to reach lar..even eariler then the lectures siaz..lol..heard bout the first come first serve thingy..so kinda had to "chiong" for the sport tt you wanted larr..then for my class..as in grp.. only hv a few sports..soccer st soccer badminton tennis basketball wellness touch rougby hiphop dancesport haha..i got my first choice..as in..the one i wanted when i searched in the net..lucky lei..sum ppl what they wanted wasnt even available in our time slot..so sad lar..then i saw hip hop..then i was tempted to change..but i stuck to my choice. dancesport!!haha..oso tempted to join cheerleadin..coz wanted to see how it was lyk that made someone lyk anki wanta join..haha..jkjk..but my timeslot oso dun hv..so yay!! dancesport..wonder wad it will be like but sure oso hv to learn guys v..coz 26 ppl...only 4 guys i think..lol..
then today went for first jap club meeting..haha..meet some more ppl..made more friends..lol..really i think if you come to poly..gotta really get used to makin friends..if i m not wrong, its not only in first yr or wad...its gonna be like that every sem i think..lol..diff class n stuff..but i hope and think i can get used to this larr..jap club..i think can be quite fun. but the prob is that its not every fornightly..is every week lei..but every week go and watch tv. haha..go watch drama...or anime..haha..then oso hv other cultural activities lar..lyk origami..tea session and makin stuff..haha..made new friends AGAIN...lol.. their ice breakin so funny. we end u playin blow wind blow..lame..but okay lar..quite ok lar..
then tmr!!! CASS dance..hopefully i get to make more friends..actually is not the number that counts..i want quality friends...but i guess..that takes time larr..some things shi bu ke yi ji de...i m lookin forward to dance..cultural dance..hear say is v chi-na de..but..i like bahh...but i v ying4 le..v long nvr warm up le..how..haha...but shld be okay bahh..coz they oso accept ppl with no experience..haha..but gota be in sch by 1030..which means gota leave hse by 9..sian...but nvm..for the sake of dance!!! whee..got comfort zone le bahh..haha...gtg!!!
i m a happier gal...
Thursday, April 19, 2007, 3:13 PM
ha!! 10 mis ltr i m blogging. really. how can ppl be like that? lol..bloggin during lessons. this person must be a really slacker. loser. no friends t talk crap to. wasting her com batt. lol. and who am i scolding?? lol..drum roll................ME! lol..wad a surprise..lol..really sian larr..but nvm nvm nvm. things are lookin up!! econs!!whee..lol..really wanta see the tutorial.ska li too hard i dunoe how to do..lol..then there is FMM..looks fun. and the lecturer is gd. it looks fun n stuff..i dun mind stress. love stress. but then again. disney is waiting for me!! lol..but i really cant wait for tutorial to start. get to know my class and stuff. coz i really canot tahan le larr..and at the same time.. i really miss my friends, and also really miss myself. lol..really. i aint lying. i sound really happy now, coz..it has been a long time since i felt BETTER then usual. so i MAY be kinda exazerating in my tone. but nvm. was really down ytd. mayb coz stay at h again. then the walls nvr talk to me so i sad. lol..i m goin crazy le lar...gtg do work again..
, 2:59 PM
yes..i officially declare. b comm is really really boring and yet i cant drift. coz i know that i will have to use it. darn. and my laptop batt is dying. literally. so i cant watch dvd. not like i wld be able to watch if i brought the power plug. coz i had to do typing for b comm. darn. anw. thank god the day is ending. so i can finally do my stuff.. as the day passes, things are looking up. i guess its because the first lesson was my fav topic in jc..econs!!!whee.. actually i m studyin micro econs. so its something back to comfort zone i guess. ppc and oc and yadda yadda..whee..but i guess i ll nd my jc notes bac..at least for econs. coz i kept it in tip top condition..haha..darn..i gota do work le..i ll cont bloggin ltr!!!
, 12:07 PM
wanted to blog earlier..but no time le lar..coz i was checkin stuff..so shall blog in b comm ltr..haha
Friday, April 13, 2007, 4:00 PM
today is fri. and today is 13/4/07. today is friday the thirteen. am i using my laptop. seating cross legged in front of the tv, bloggin while watchin prince of tennis. today is the last day of my holiday.
after rotting for so long. it is finally going to start. but, still, i really dont know what i should be feeling. coz yes, i m those who like to plan stuff. so i would really like to know what i should be feeling know and create that feeling. but yar..it s kinda weird.
i have bben looking forwrd to this for so long. yet, i m getting abit...i dont know. i dont think i m getting "used" to this kinda rotting life as wad some ppl say. i think some ppl are saying that..no not that. it s that when i say i m takin up third lang, some ppl in my grp were saying that they didnt take it up coz they think they may not be able to cope. then i said i signing up for scholarship, some ppl were like, dont think they ll sign up coz they think it ll be v stressful and will hv pressure. then i say shld be taking up more then 1 cca..like if i not wrong cassc dance, basociety/ambass and the jap club which is only once every fortnightly. some ppl think it will be too much..k kz..mayb 3 cca s mayb too much. but the others..then i saw the no of diff modules i m takin..is 5+2..then +1 for third lang. its like triple sci and double math+ double humans and one lang. but dun forget, the IS one is creative thinking and sports and wellness. so its actually like combine humans..as in the load lar. then plus i usually take so many tuition not only for the sake of studies but oso for fun..coz i like tuition, so it ll be the same as having a few ccas. so actually, i dun think it aint that bad wad. it s just that, is this my wishful thinking or that am i really taking too much. i have no idea. i guess, i just nd to try first b4 i can say whether i can cope rite...but..i still think i can cope and i wanta do well. i wanna get ADs..but i m being to proud to think that way? am i being to confident?..
argh///
Wednesday, April 11, 2007, 10:00 PM
let me update u guys on my poly experience..haha..
hmm..for the first day it was a little boring. but i guess its always like that esp when u dun know anyone yet.but i met interesting ppl..i guess.. irst da, juz sit and rot while listening to talks. then go for "bonding "session then after that campus tour. thats all.
then today. day 2. get to know my peers better. i think poly really bring really different ppl together. so far of all the ppl in my grp, i cant classify any of them together. u know lyk u can normally classify ppl hu are similar together n stuff. but everyone is similar yet totally different. n bout my og. dwarka9 i think the reason why we cant be so hyped up, is partially because of the sb-es n sc-es..meanin snr buddy n student coor. they not hyper or fun. we really try really hard. but if u hv those snr-es hu are suppose to lead u n get u hyped up not doing their work u hv no where to follow. as hard as we try to motivated ourselves, u cant really do this kinda things on ur own. but nvm..at least i can say WE TRIED. anyway. today was games station day. it was ok i guess. just that the waiting time for each station is REALLY REALLY REALLY LONG.........and it was that that killed us. other than that, nothing much happened.
for me, overall its still ok. i wld really hope that lessons can start. i know its weird but yarr...and i would really really really really really like to find really really really really really good friends. i mean..i dont nd to be popular or anything. but right know at this stage of my life, where i feel still kinda lost n insecure, i think friends are really impt. as in yar true, u can hv lots of friends, but u cant have many really REALLY gd friends. i aint tring to find ppl to replace my really gd sec sch friends, but i really feel that i m in nd of one in this new sch soon. i know it takes time..but..at this rate..i might juz end up hvin no real friends in np..n be a loner at heart. and if u guys read my career personailty test tt we took in sec3, u guess wld know that i wun be able to survive. but besides the friends thing, i think poly life is really goin to be fun. i thot of what cca to join alrdy.. call me stubborn. but i feel that i ll still join dance..whee..haha..CASSC dance[wed n sat].. then maybe dance sports[tue] and japanese tsubasa club[fortnite fri] and mayb bA society or bA ambass but i dont know their meeting dates..but if i join too many ccas wld it be too much...hmm...mayb i shld juz stick to cassc dance n forgo dancesports..but i think i ll really go for the jap and choose btwn ambass or society..see which one i like more. i think 3 shld be ok larr..my sc oso hv 3 ccas..i wanta hv a nice testimonial n cca record..haha..tmr shall be closer with my og mates..even though..i still dun really feel v v comfortable with them. coz..i feel really outa their league n they aint the ppl i normally mix with. and..i feel really odd with them..but i shall try. and see what god has in store for me!!!
may god bless me.
Monday, April 09, 2007, 8:14 PM
wahhh!!!! tmr is the day..as in THE DAY!!! gonna meet the people in my course. i think it wont be that many ppl oso..coz they only accept 80 ppl into my course. so that s like only two classes in sec sch terms. but nevertheless, there are so many other ppl in bA. i think the most being bS and bankin. haha..i m scared but really excited.. just really worried that i cant fit in. as in ppl there may be too diff and like more mature n stuff..u can see it in the way ppl dress you know. its like. i feel like a 14 yr old kid with some ppl. but its like. laoma n laopa alrdy said. i hv baby face. no matter wad will look younger. i know its not a bad thing. but. i dunoe..some things gd things aint always gd. then its like. juz worried that cant find friends bahh...really. no one can replace those ppl in my heart..and those ppl know i m talkin bout them n i really miss them. but yarr...sch life have to go on even without them by my side ritee...hiaz..most to most. be a loner lorr...its not like i haven been a loner before. so its like. i really dun understand myself. i dun mind being a loner. so what am i scared of?hhmm..then again, i think i m scared to be the outcast, the one kena bullied by everyone else..childhood terrors i guess..but then again, god WILL be there with me..damn, i m being so contridicting.wahh...but then again..dunoe le larr!!! shld juz go bac to rewatchin my p.o.t then i wun think so much le..wahaha
p.s//i juz thot of this few days ago..actually go poly i chi kuai lei...coz poly 3 yrs jc 2 yrs...tat means i go uni later..that means i hv to remain single for one more yr then the jc ppl!!! how can...
p.p.s coz parents always say can jiao nan peng you only when u go uni wadd..haha..
Wednesday, April 04, 2007, 9:37 PM
waaaaahhhhhhhhh............oh no oh no oh no.....i dun wan get addicted to manga...no no no....but i keep seeing really good story lines!!man!!!haha..i think i may buy love monster..the story line super nice..whee...but dunoe if i can get it tmr at that gd price or muz wait...ahh..all my money goin down the drain..but nvm..che mummy PROMISED..i shall bold this AGREED to get me PRINCE OF TENNIS MANGA for my birthday that is. so by the time its my birthday, i think v 37 will be out..so hhmm..lets see..$5 per bk...times 37....wahh..$185 lei..but dont worry larr..if you are buyin whole set, sure hv discount de..mayb will b bout $150?? haha..i think che mummy nd to start lookin for ppl to share my present le..she ll nd bout 30 ppl to each pay $5..wahh..abit hard leii...i dun think she can get all for me le..che mummy...gambate!!lol..kiz see how things goes bah..haha..if not i buy it slowly lor..hee..yay..tmr gg out with polly n che..wahh..like long long time nvr see them like that..and tt ankita..hv cheerleadin prac so cant come..woah..abit of a shock for me..anki and cheerleadin..abit cant link..haha..sounds like ppl in jc are hvin so much fun..waaaahhhh...what bout me...crap. ngeeann bA still haven send the details bout orientation to me yet..waahhh..v slow leii..when can i get it...oh yar..tmr can go get my pay!!yay...tt's gonna be the source where i can get my manga!!wheee...but i ll be buying the manga b4 gettin my pay..haha..weird..but blame it on location..that is if i can it tmr larr..haha..oh yar..tmr is monty thur..i ll be goin church..watch the washing of feet. its really kinda sad when it comes to this time of the year. that someone so great would actually die. and die for wad?!? die for me. really it seems really ridiculous to me. but then, GoD IS that great and lovin that he d lose his life for me..ME dumb, rude, proud and most of all, sinful me. but thankfully, not only me, but every single person on earth. so that s why everyone should love him. but sometimes, i still wonder, what exactly izzit like to love someone, as in really fall in love. coz ppl alwasy say, fall in love with god once again. and i still dont really understand. is what i m now really in love with god?
ppl..i need enlightenment..but at least one thing i know. even though i dont really know if i m really IN love with ogd, i DO know that i really love him!!haha...
love monster chapt 12 i done..gtg read!!haha..
Monday, April 02, 2007, 8:00 PM
man.. i love havin a laptop..makes life so much easier for me..yay..i finished bakin another batch of cookies..wad do ppl do when they are bored? bake cookies for ppl..haha..i m jealous siaz..super jealous of the jc ppl..i so miss sch!!! nvm..wo yao ren!!! only left one week jiu hao le!!
man..now i m pissed..pissed with what? pissed with the enviroment pissed with msn, pissed with ahem, and most of all, pissed with myself and technically pissed with my reflexes.its like..argh..at first i was pissed with something else..until that dumbdumb cheng2 enlighten me..man..i dun wanta be enlightened..i wanna blame others but not myself. now, argh..i really dont like my own reflexes. its like my actions are done even before thinkin, and normally, those movements come from my big fat mouth. its like, i say stuff before thinkin. actually now, i have thot about it, but thot too little, not thinkin bout pros and cons before doin.. its like, i m in auto mode in tt kinda situation. i shall be honest, i dont like my auto mode..hiaz..gota get rid of it. phew..feel much better now..but hiaz..the prob still lies...................
man..hiaz...nvm nvm nvm..this empty nothin to do days shall be over v soon!!!!count down 6 days~~