Monday, May 28, 2007, 12:25 AM
i ll at the some where else...um...if u know what does this mean..you ll be able to get there..so i ll be MIA here for a while...haha...
if you dont..too bad...u can ask me though..lol..
i may tell you, i may not..xp
Wednesday, May 23, 2007, 11:55 AM
and yet again, i m blogging when i m not suppose to. its getting really sad. and i just happen to realize that i aint the only one. mayb its because of our age, we start to think of what we are suppose to do in the future, what we are meant to do. i thought i have been thinking too much..that i wasnt v comfortable in where i m at and what i m doin, but its the same with others. i guess this is just part of growing up. after reading che's blog, its funny how we think the same way even though we haven been talkn for some time n stuff. but in different context of course.
i really cant wait for holiday. even though i like to study..but i need time to rearrange myself. need to tighten bonds. i really miss sec4 life. even though it was stressful and busy, i enjoyed myself throughly. actually, what we do is not important. what's important is that we enjoy what we are doing.
hiaz..actually, i dont even know what to look forward to now. in sec sch, i look forward to goin to sch. meeting friends. in the first few wks of poly, i look forward to wk ends. now, even my wkends are busy. wkends seem to zoom past me. with so much on..i really dont know to what to do.
really..just 1 line again
i m lost, even with a map in hand.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007, 10:26 PM
i bloggin n watchin channel u..while lao ma n lao pa is watchin vcd..so how izzit possible??
i m watchin tv in parents rm n using my laptop while lao ma n lao pa is outside.
today had a nice time in dg. but i guess i was abit too high. maybe scare the other dg member in our grp..luckily wendy n winnie jiejie shld b used to it le..
then after tt went for jap. tue jap n mon jap is diff. mon jap i m with ppl hu are as blur as me..no one to ask..abit confusing yet..i m determined to find out by myself..but sometimes its not possible. tue jap hv quite alot of ppl hu s gd at jap. can always turn ard and ask them..
mayb today i m too hyper..in too gd a mood. was being v optimistic..being v cheerful..
izzit me or izzit me?? my i tt innocent n optimistic till its unrealistic? n i just realise that i have v clean records..n i actually more guai then i thot..when in aj..i was juz doin crazy things that my friends normally dun do..but it aint tt bad..it wasnt wild..and..i still my parents little gal..
but then again..wads wrong with being guai..i like being guai...
p/s..thanks for sayin wad u said..lol
Sunday, May 13, 2007, 10:25 PM
so dumb so dumb so dumb!!!! muz write my schedule here..if not i forget..
mon 1-3bstats after tt..rush to j8
tue 2-4bcomm// 4+-6 dg// 6-8 japclass
wed 9-11 microE// go raffles place queue for donuts!!!!!
thur 9-11microE// 11-1 itr// 2-4 bcomm// 4+-8 ccc lm
fri as per normal....
so dumb larr..go sch for 2hrs..luckily hv plans..if not..wahh piang..i wan go knock wall..i think tue b4 lesson start i can lyk go watch movie first or something..anyone want watch with me?!?..lol..
hiaz..so fast wkend over le..
Wednesday, May 09, 2007, 12:29 PM
haha..i just read che s blog..but unlike her post..i m lyk just completely opposite...ariana's a happy happy gal...whee!!! so many happy things come at a go...whee.. actually, ytd was a really busy day. lesson suppose to end at 4..but thankfully end abit earlier..then i hv np ambass interview at 4.20 then at 5 hv trm tea reception. then at 6 i hv jap class..coz i change it to tue...so hear comes the first good news...i can change my jap class to tue!!!!!!!!! whee!!!!!!! but got some stuff nd to settle first. so i shall decide it later. but at least can change..and the ppl there are quite ok...but oso quite pro..so if nd hlp can just ask..haha..and here comes the 2nd...for trm...there is overseas internship in the 3rd yr larr..and for our year rite..there s an opportunity to go to japan hokkaido ski resort for internship!!!! but the criteria is to be able to speak conversational japanese..so in other words, i nd to learn jap in 3 yrs..really nd jap tution!!! lol...but i ll try my best..thats for sure..then the nxt gd news..i just got it this morning...but i cant say..coz its not finalized...so if u really wanna noe..ask me..haha..but today..i m a happy happy gal..i dont think anything can make dampen my mood...haha..whee...but then again..i wanna say, thank you GoD..for making my life better in poly..for helpin me adapt in poly life..for showing me things hat i didnt know, for answerin my prayer so soon...and for loving me just the way i am.
Monday, May 07, 2007, 7:56 PM
watchin jia you jing shun...super dumb larr..the guy so hua chi....then still act zuai in front of the gal...**shit..mel under maintainence..argh..irriating.....anw..as i was saying..guys all super dumb larr..its becasue of their super big ego thats why cause so many probs..but then again..if there are no probs, then there ll be no show to watch..lol..
hiaz..i dunoe why..but i m goin abit into not so high mood again...hiaz..everything this topic comes up with my parents..i just cant help thinking that way.. then talkin with close friends..it ll be even more demoralising..hiaz...but..i really dun wan to say wad izzit about..coz..i know its something i shouldnt feel this way..argh..but yet i cant help blogging bout it..i m sooo contridicting..
then i think i really join too many ccas le..i reach hm at bout 10 everyday lei..its lyk..even if i nd to study..i oso dun have the time..and argh..hu say poly not stress..k...mayb coz i thrive with stress n i m stressing myself out again..but..hiaz...all the hair gonna turn white le lar..lol..i feel really kinda loss..feel lyk slacking yet...i dunoe larr..v lost le larr....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, May 03, 2007, 2:08 PM
i m waiting for my turn for bcomm presentation...i m normally okay for persentation. but its abit annoying when i dont know when is my turn. i really wanna finish it of asap..argh..like if its by index numbers, i ll be done by now. and i watch my vcd..lol..n mayb..be more relaxed..u guys dont know how many times i backspaced coz i double type the letters. its annoying!!! and it may run late..ha..wad if i end up last. then i wld be tense now for nothing. oh yar..ytd, went for ambass "games" ha..games my foot. its totally a test lar..there were 3 "games" station. one to test our creative n impromtu skills. gvin us 2 mins to think how to promote np to sec sch students using the ngee ann mascott. then the nxt station was a debate. then the last one was the one we had to choose who we wanted to save. the one that tested team work lar..lol..so its like..totally testing our skills..teamwork confidence leadership n yadda yadda...and this yr..hear say theres bout 500+ ppl hu sign up. but they ll only select bout 50 ppl. thats like less then 10% lar. and there will be 2 more interviews. i really really hope and pray that i can get in. but if i can get it..it ll be close to a miracle. but then again, the things they are testing on are the things i m good at. if i cant get it..that means my strong ts arent really as strong anymore. hiaz.
ohyar..and i should really update u guys bout my class....................
ahh....its over for me. but the problem is......i was so absorbed into bloggin, i forgot all my content for my talk..damn it. argh....and i made enemies...i hate it i hate it i hate it....argh...y am i always makin stupid mistakes. che-mummy!!! anki!!!! lyn!!!!!!!! where r u when i nd u...hiazz....i cant change n jap to tue lei...so sad lar!!! i m so so so so sry lar..i really miss u guys lorr....but my module will only end in august. after that..will be different. but i noe at the end of the yr n nxt yr u all sure super super busy..n u all hv As larr..hiazz...u all will go uni one yr b4 me leii....argh..i dunoe wad ta say le....but i juz noe wad my laoma say is true le larr....ahhhhhhhhhhh