Monday, August 04, 2008, 8:26 PM
see, the problem is that i haven started on LAM at all. and its a darn impt proj tt i haven been focusing on. and if i screw this proj up, i screw my A as well. and i ll just have to say sayonara to my GPA. But hmmm... other things have been on my mind as well.
You noe what, I seriously dont want to be the one trying to be someone for somebody. and, you noe what, sometimes if you think you have done alot for others or you're sensitive to others, make sure you get a third person's point of view. meaning, someone who aint really v close. coz, sometimes, you dont really see. You noe, sometimes I would really like to just stay away, and not really care. just act emo at a corner when i just really cant be bothered. But then again, I dont. Coz i CHOOSE NOT to. see, everyone is allowed to be and allowed to have many different characteristic and actions, at any time they want. Its not that ONE single character/action that that person does that determine who he/she is. People change, people grow. DUH. do you think you are that same person you are when you were 5? Hmm..maybe some ppl are. Dumb and immature.
Besides, to add a side note, GoD is the one who made us. So, this include changes.
If you think i m all nice, sugar and spice, (i mean outa work/sch context), I guess, I still have that lil part of me that..ooo..have not CHANGED since.. i was lemme see....i think, 11 or 12.
You noe what, if you think you're tired, that you wanna give up, tt you're the one trying to save someone, please look at me.you shld see a mirror image. this time, please take out your sunglasses and try NOT to raise your nose too high, coz, you may see things wrongly again.
But you noe what, I may not wanna let you see me.
I have always had a habit of giving ppl the benefit of a doubt and, I have always believed in second chances. Coz, I myself know that I need it.
Its just that, you're so impactful, you make me break my habit.
yawnz, i shld really start on my proj. It's the last one. and then,
ITS OVER.
