Sunday, February 24, 2008, 11:35 PM
yay. my parents nvr off the internet!! wow. haha. v incredible.
anw, was on the phone with jie. haha..jie's hse to be exact. coz she put me on speaker, and besides, her sis, gor n les was at her hse. haha.. really envy them. i m not jealous or covet or that larr..wad i mean is, hmmm..k kz. maybe i m jealous, but that's wrong and that's sinning. how to say arhh..aiya. is just that, seeing them lyk that, you feel that its all sweet and warm. the family and friends thingy. its just great to have siblings and cousins who are ard the same age as you. who you are close to, and even better, can hang out till late at night.as in, late late lyk 12am late. except for chalet, which is lyk only twice in my entire 17 yrs and 7months of life, i haven hang out til so late b4. but, its ariana anw. how late can she stay out? i think its abit kinda sad fer me. as in, i m the only child. yes. tt's the reason why i can be abit spoilt and bratty at times. and i dun have any cousins or relatives that i m close too oso.. so sad ehh..loner ehh..but i thank GoD for all the friends that He has placed in my life. all my bros and sis in Christ. love them loads, love them to bits. haha..thanks GoD i went to np. haha..
actually, i wanted to blog bout my 1 yr in poly. and other stuff. but i guess, let's leave it till nxt time when i have the whole day to blog. now, i nd to slp. if not have panda eyes. then nobody will wan liao. haha...
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008, 9:17 PM
suddenly, i like the song in my my blog alot. i acutally wanted to change it coz its been there for quite some time, but hmm...i m surprised i m still not sick of it..ha! really. i m someone who likes new fresh stuff alot. love new environment. haha.. i m blogging.. coz i m complacent. darnnn..GoD blesses me so much and i m taking HiM forgranted.. oh mannnnn...... i shld really go study. i shld.. i oso didnt study last night. and i didnt study much today either. it's gor's bdae mahh..wahahaha.. i love the balloons we got for him. haha..wonder how he went hm today..jie sure wun wan go bac with him on public transport.haha..oh yarr..i wonder what's the recording on the balloon.. they confirm will change de..wahahahaha..
anw, today went to sch, one of the main reason, was to celebrate gor's bdae for him. then he horr..v fickle sia...say come, then dun come, den come late, then come. aiyo..so messed up larr..and i was alrdy on the way to sch larr..can see that shao wei was abit pissed. and my hp batt oso died. so go sch lorr...even if gor dun come, jie oso in sch wad. she'll noe wad to do. haha. yupps. in the end, we went holland v to get him big big. and i mean, BIG balloons. haha..and jie got gor a vdae balloon. tt can record voice. super fun..haha..then we got him cake, a slice. but ehh..k larr.. my fault larr..but when i lighted the candle, the candle toppled off. darn. then no surprise liao..hiazzz..i spoiler lorrrr..LOL..but luckily he WAS surprised by the balloons.. i love the balloons too..haha..v fun. and the pooh on was so cute.. i ll put the pics when i get it! haha!
yupps! so HAPPY 20th BDAE JOSHUA gorgor!!! hope you liked what we did for you!! esp, wad jean jie did fer ya!! haha..yupps..!
Monday, February 18, 2008, 8:20 PM
3 down. 2 to go. what's after that?
i dun wan such things to happen. cant imagine what would things turn out. i ll rather stand far away to prevent such things from happening. i may be selfish coz i dun wan to be hurt, but i oso dun wan to see others hurt. but am i able to?...what would things turn out to become?
i gues, we can only wait and see.
Saturday, February 09, 2008, 9:47 PM
lemme gather my thoughts first before i try to go on to the next chapter of my revision. hmm..just read, watch, rmbed lots of story, shows bout first love... you noe, statistics have shown that your first love has more than 90% chances of affecting the rest of ur (love) life. meaning it will change ur perception on alot of things. and also if your first love didnt last, it ll affect the way you choose ur next partner, and the way you choose to love. i didnt say that it can be gd or bad, but it will affect in some way or another. oh yarr..you can forgot bout all ur other loves, but you can never forget ur first. i guess it varies for diff ppl. but it still stands true. you noe, they say that if both you marry ur first love (vice versa for the couple), it ll last forever. but yet, the probability of that is oh so small. but today all the romance stories that i have been readin n watchin is bout first loves lost and found. i guess, it makes the best kind of romance stories. and its also quite realistic, coz of the lack of maturaity, you love but you dont know how, so in order not to hurt one another, you break. but then again, the love still lasts. its only after you grow that you noe how to love that you love the best. i guess, this is kinda true for most ppl. so normally, ppl wld noe how to love when they find the next and hopefully last love. but the most rare is that you could find you first love and you get back together. sweet isnt it?
but so i have a qns, since you noe ur first love wld most probably not last,
1. y go for it, it ll break you in the end?
2. y not go for it, would it make a difference of who you ur first love is?
answes anyone?
, 11:46 AM
its 1.38 am. and i wanna go slp at 2. if not tmr no nd study le. and i have decided, study tmr. dun go out. see, i so guai. haha..mugger. damn. wad ppl say is rite. but actually, i still hav ett feelin tt i may end up watchin tv instead of studyin. but wadeh.. stay home chances of studyin is higher then going out. anw, relatives come my hse today. wasnt really lookin forward. trust me. have nvr looked forward to it before. aint close to my relatives at all. add on to the fact tt i m the only child. i guess, i really kinda loner bahh..haha..but all wells. in the end had fun. coz gotta play cards. my fav. haha..added on to my hp fund. but its of course still not enuff larr..hp ex leii..ppl..please be nice and generous this cny, hlp ariana get a decent hp..(scroll down to previous post to find out more).
and, drank wine. white, red, sparkling/sweet. like. all add up, alot. tt kinda explains my slight drunkness and openess to be blogging here! LOL... anw, hhmm..wad does ariana do when she's drunk? i have no idea. ask wendy. mayb she noes. but sadly, no body around. hor wendy? lol..if not sure......LOL..hmm..really, feel lyk doing something on my bdae this yr. 18 ehh..LOL..play something. nvm. my parents off my internt. tt means i can only post this tmr morn..oh wells..i shld slp anw. i m drunk.
Monday, February 04, 2008, 9:28 PM
here are my hp pics!!!
, 8:45 PM
i lost my hp..hmm..actually, i didnt lose it. i still have it with me. just that it's not in a v gd working condition. once i take pics of it, i ll put it up ta let you guys have a look. this kinda things dont happen v often. and hopefully, it doesnt. haha..quite a few ppl have seen le bahh..coz my hp kenna run over by car...lemme explain as many ppl have asked..i fell down again. yes..2nd time in 3 days. fell down at the road. then hp drop on road..then i didnt realise i dropped my hp till after walkin a distance.. so when go back to find. its yarr..the way it is now. yupps..so that's my story..so i have offically lost all my messages, my notes, my bdaes, my contacts!!! so i m really sorry if i dun rmb ur bdae, i m soooo super sorry.. so ppl..pls give me ur contacts and bdae online..pls...
hiaz...........i really super sad lar!!!!!!!!!!but yarr..tryin to have a gd laugh over it..haha..so yupps..but i dun mind ppl giving me a new hp though..samsung slide would be nice..haha..
Friday, February 01, 2008, 9:29 AM
haha haha haha. i m actually having fun in LMS.lol..game really quite fun. haha..hmmm.. I had things to blog!! last night. then i forgot. i really do forget alot of stuff after I sleep. haha..i think my brain filters all the stuff that happened in the day when i slp. the bad into recycle bin and the gd into folders, tt's why everything is in a mess. haha.. oh yar. ytd last LM.
so sad. really gonna miss the year 3s..they are all so nice larr..haha..always let me bully, then have alot of fun AND of course good food. haha..like ytd, danielW's classmate's mum's pineapple tarts was like SUPPPPPPEEEEEERRRRRRR GOOD larr..haha..had more than I m suppose to have. haha..daniel lyk wanted to kill me..haha..but then again, haha..he's too nice to do so..haha..and jacob. always full of concern for ppl around him, and then helpfulness..no wonder both of them are in ECH..haha then there's josh gorgor..always kena qiao za by me..haha..then always kena tekan by me..haha..then there's shao wei. who like know sooooo many things. and tells lots of stuff..haha..he can always tell what's the fastest way to go anywhere. haha.. also, there's sinyi jiejie and joyce. haha..learnt quite alot from them. how to be nicer, how to think for others, and one other thing from sinyi. To always apologise after you have reflected and know that you were wrong. even if time has past. I ll really miss them loads.
then ytd, ron's talk. wah piang..super hard to understand larr..haha..but i am started to absorb abit after talking to ron. i guess, i have to really find our what GoD wants me to do. but ytd was great. i was like late to go hm. mum n dad was really quite pissed. coz i was still at KAP at 10. so in the end take cab with wendy. started chatting with the taxi driver. he talked bout his life, then his children. then after wendy left, the driver talk bout his daughter going to church! wow.. so we started talkin bout religion and stuff. he was a non believer. free thinker. from what i heard, what's stopping him from believing is coz he had to do donations as a pri sch kid for the church coz he was from a methodist school. haha. then he keep emphasizing that its we that we help ourselve and not GoD. its very hard to kai ta de xin jie. but his children are christians and even his wife was converted from a taoist to a christian. I really can see GoD working in his family. Just wanna hope that GoD can soften his hardern heart. I ll pray for him! haha..
and just this week wendy and I also chatted bout GoD with xuan fang. hmm..funny. actually, i realise there is quite a difference between the way wendy and i approach the matter. haha. but nvm, at least i think it made xf start to think..haha..hope GoD will work in her. and i'll cont to pray..ppl if you read this, please pray for my friends....haha..
i think i acutally have lots more to blog. but damn. blame my goldfish memory span..haha..
