Friday, January 04, 2008, 8:24 PM
Philosophical ariana is back. Trust me. I ve got lots of things to say. Firstly, on ytd’s lm. Dr Diu was talking bout love. Ha.funny topic to be talking about these days, especially since it has really kinda be the topic that has been surrounding me these few days.Dr Diu started of by the love of people. People’s love being very conditional. Dont you think so. When people choose their life long partners, they choose ppl that are more suitable that fits their criteria. For example, this guy likes this gal for her looks. But what if she becomes disfigured due to an accident? Will he still love her? So tell me what’s unconditional love? This thing puzzled me. Got me confused for quite a while. I was thinking, does that mean that if you have unconditional love, you ll juz totally love that person for no reason? But then again is there a reason for love? But after all the messed up questions, i got it. FINALLY. True unconditional love is to know someone and truely accepts and love him/her just the way he is. Is that even possible between mankind? So what bout me? You know, i m dumb, i love to argue. I love to whine. I have inferiority and superiority complex both at the same time. And i m growing fatter by the minute. Is there anyone that can know me, know my heart and still love me for who i am? i know 5 at the moment. Rather son and holy spirit, my human mum and my human dad. But anyone else? Its still a mystery to me. And you see this. I ll only love someone that truely accepts me. But then again, i may not. Ha. I m so contradicting today. Anyway, back to the fact. Human’s love is just dirty.So just imagine how filthy our love for God is.Isnt it so? If God gives you what you want, you love him abit more. If you disobey and cause problems for yourself and then think that its is God’s fault you ll love him less. Its our sinful human nature. You cant change it.
So, ultimately its not bout our love for each other or our love for God. It’s GoD’s love for us! Its the pureset and ever lasting. Nothing that we can do, or nothing that we don’t do can make God love us less. But then again, funny ppl like me would like to think. That also means that nothing we can do or nothing that we don’t do will make God love us more. Then again, funny me would also like to know, does God loves every single one of us equally? Or does he have favourites? Like Mozilla or IE, we have the favourites list. Does God have our names stored like that then clicks on one that he likes to check out how they are doin? But then again, its not for me to say..lol..But no matter what, i know that God truely loves me and his love for me is pure.
Next, i ll like to talk about a good hair stylist. Right now, i m in a hair salon that has only bad hair stylist but there’s nothing that i can do about it. Coz its not for me to choose. It’s free and the person who pays is the one who choose. I m just a follower. But that doesn’t mean i cant comment. Right now, i think my hair is in a mess, but it doesn’t really matter coz it has always been a mess anyway. Not much of a loss for me. Ppl who are close around me should know by now that i love to change and play around with me hair. So it’s just something different. But bak to the topic on Good hair sty;ist. I believe that good hairstylist doesn’t ask you what hair style do you want .But they would suggest to you what style suits you most accordingto the fashion. He should shove you a hairstyle book for you to choose. IThat’s an irresponsible hair stylist. Dont you think so. It’s like the hair stylist would just cut according to the book and style you choose. If in the end it looks bad on you, he or she would just say, oh, you chose it, i just cut according to what you want. Its not MY faul it looks bad. Argh. That’s why i have always love to go to a hair salon that can suggest a good hair style for me. But so far, i haven found any hair salon that has fit my requirement. But i don’t think that there are no such hair salons. Its just that i m not rich enough to go to those good and professional hair stylist. But nvm, i m ok with my current situation. Coz bad hair styles is unique. Not everyone can do it! haha..i got stop. I wanna do work later!!
