Friday, April 13, 2007, 4:00 PM
today is fri. and today is 13/4/07. today is friday the thirteen. am i using my laptop. seating cross legged in front of the tv, bloggin while watchin prince of tennis. today is the last day of my holiday.
after rotting for so long. it is finally going to start. but, still, i really dont know what i should be feeling. coz yes, i m those who like to plan stuff. so i would really like to know what i should be feeling know and create that feeling. but yar..it s kinda weird.
i have bben looking forwrd to this for so long. yet, i m getting abit...i dont know. i dont think i m getting "used" to this kinda rotting life as wad some ppl say. i think some ppl are saying that..no not that. it s that when i say i m takin up third lang, some ppl in my grp were saying that they didnt take it up coz they think they may not be able to cope. then i said i signing up for scholarship, some ppl were like, dont think they ll sign up coz they think it ll be v stressful and will hv pressure. then i say shld be taking up more then 1 cca..like if i not wrong cassc dance, basociety/ambass and the jap club which is only once every fortnightly. some ppl think it will be too much..k kz..mayb 3 cca s mayb too much. but the others..then i saw the no of diff modules i m takin..is 5+2..then +1 for third lang. its like triple sci and double math+ double humans and one lang. but dun forget, the IS one is creative thinking and sports and wellness. so its actually like combine humans..as in the load lar. then plus i usually take so many tuition not only for the sake of studies but oso for fun..coz i like tuition, so it ll be the same as having a few ccas. so actually, i dun think it aint that bad wad. it s just that, is this my wishful thinking or that am i really taking too much. i have no idea. i guess, i just nd to try first b4 i can say whether i can cope rite...but..i still think i can cope and i wanta do well. i wanna get ADs..but i m being to proud to think that way? am i being to confident?..
argh///
