Wednesday, April 11, 2007, 10:00 PM
let me update u guys on my poly experience..haha..
hmm..for the first day it was a little boring. but i guess its always like that esp when u dun know anyone yet.but i met interesting ppl..i guess.. irst da, juz sit and rot while listening to talks. then go for "bonding "session then after that campus tour. thats all.
then today. day 2. get to know my peers better. i think poly really bring really different ppl together. so far of all the ppl in my grp, i cant classify any of them together. u know lyk u can normally classify ppl hu are similar together n stuff. but everyone is similar yet totally different. n bout my og. dwarka9 i think the reason why we cant be so hyped up, is partially because of the sb-es n sc-es..meanin snr buddy n student coor. they not hyper or fun. we really try really hard. but if u hv those snr-es hu are suppose to lead u n get u hyped up not doing their work u hv no where to follow. as hard as we try to motivated ourselves, u cant really do this kinda things on ur own. but nvm..at least i can say WE TRIED. anyway. today was games station day. it was ok i guess. just that the waiting time for each station is REALLY REALLY REALLY LONG.........and it was that that killed us. other than that, nothing much happened.
for me, overall its still ok. i wld really hope that lessons can start. i know its weird but yarr...and i would really really really really really like to find really really really really really good friends. i mean..i dont nd to be popular or anything. but right know at this stage of my life, where i feel still kinda lost n insecure, i think friends are really impt. as in yar true, u can hv lots of friends, but u cant have many really REALLY gd friends. i aint tring to find ppl to replace my really gd sec sch friends, but i really feel that i m in nd of one in this new sch soon. i know it takes time..but..at this rate..i might juz end up hvin no real friends in np..n be a loner at heart. and if u guys read my career personailty test tt we took in sec3, u guess wld know that i wun be able to survive. but besides the friends thing, i think poly life is really goin to be fun. i thot of what cca to join alrdy.. call me stubborn. but i feel that i ll still join dance..whee..haha..CASSC dance[wed n sat].. then maybe dance sports[tue] and japanese tsubasa club[fortnite fri] and mayb bA society or bA ambass but i dont know their meeting dates..but if i join too many ccas wld it be too much...hmm...mayb i shld juz stick to cassc dance n forgo dancesports..but i think i ll really go for the jap and choose btwn ambass or society..see which one i like more. i think 3 shld be ok larr..my sc oso hv 3 ccas..i wanta hv a nice testimonial n cca record..haha..tmr shall be closer with my og mates..even though..i still dun really feel v v comfortable with them. coz..i feel really outa their league n they aint the ppl i normally mix with. and..i feel really odd with them..but i shall try. and see what god has in store for me!!!
may god bless me.
