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ariana
*rui
~(*03.07.90*)~
~(*AnDsS*)~
~(*1/4'03.2/4'04.3/6'05.4/6'06)*~
~(*ChI DaNcE*)~
~(*AJ*)~
~(*22/07*)~
~(*NP-bA*)~
~(*TRM//tr01*)~
~(*CAMPUS CRUSADE 4 CHRIST*)~
~(*bA Envoys*)~
~(*Cultural Dance*)~




::be who GoD wants me to be::
::serve the LorD with all my heart::
::everlasting friendship::
::momentum::
::good results::
::memories::




::wifi enabled hp!::
::ipod touch::
::another eyore::
::another jacket::
::shoes//slippers::




::losing stuff::
::laziness::
::loneliness::
::forgotten::
::nights::
::emptiness::




::orange::
::sad ending shows::
::horror shows::
::earrings::
::3/4 pants::

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hhmm..i need to blog before my parents chase me out again..

i got alota things to blog lar..i dunoe what to say first..hmm..um..
let me list out wad i nd to blog first b4 i forget all my thots..this is gonna be a long post man...

wads gonna happen on fri
wad happened todae
wad happened ytd(polly bdae)
..hhmm..i shld start frm ytd..then easier..coz i got lots ta say bout the rest..haha..

yar..so ytd was polly's bdae!!!happy belated bdae!!..ur 17!!only one for yr n you can start watching m18 horror shows...haha..lol..polly..really heng lar..thats all i can say..even the word heng abit off..but i dun wan kena killed by her is i use other adjectives..haha..but yar..she got really really sweet bdae gifts..gifts that was really from the heart and not material presents..really abit sian mu ta lar..but..i guess..she deserves it all..she IS that nice lar..haha..polly..see..i so wei da rite..haha..tuo ni de fu..i get free icecream n maybe lunch..lol..haha..

yupps..and today..hhmm..i really dunoe what to say lar..hv lots of mixed feelings..i really dunoe what to say..first period was gp..went up for speak easy crap impromptu..really just crapped lor..and yar..as the usual me..i crapped alot..crapp for more then the minimum 2 mins..lol..haha..this just goes to show that i can really crapp..haha..and gp tutor actually thought i prepared..funny...i where got so hardworking de..lol..then econs lecture..OMG lar..i had no idea..completely no idea at all..really didnt expect such stuff to happen..as in..i had always thot i was the only one..and everyone else to be on the other side..but..yar..i had no idea..i really lyk be discret bout this..then lyk..be neutral lar..dun lyk go re3 anything...but i think..its getting from dumb to dumber lar..i mean..aiya..dunoe how to say lar..ppl hu noe will noe wad i trying to express..

then today in chem lab..nat pulled a jamesk..as in..similar..but yet not similar..aiya..dunoe how to say..but wadeva i m trying to say..its a compliment..anyway..yar..as in..wad he said really made sense lar..but..as wad i always say and will say again..diff ppl hv diff thots and perspective..you cant expect everyone to be the same..if not..we can all just be clones..we also cant expect everyone to like or hate the same person..god made us all different..no matter how hard we try to follow jesus's footsteps..we still aint him..as in..our mentality will always be diff lar..so yar..i still stand where i am..even though i dont really um...appreciate...i ll just stay the way i am..the way i hv been surviving for the past few weeks..aiya..to ppl out there..if u noe i mean you..read...just do what you think is right and be true to ur heart lar..most of the decisions i make is oso by feel de..lol..but yar...this kinda thing hv no rite and wrong de.lol..

man..i sound so preachy...but yar..haha..once in a while lar..and my post is so long!!..lol..

but yar..i still hv ta say bout fri...i think i have waited for this day for quite some time le..and it think i am surprisingly calm..comparing to others...as in..i really aint worried..really hv high expectations and stuff lar..but juz keep faith and trust in GoD..but if that's not the path He wants me to go, i ll accept wad He gives..really..i ll see how it goes lar..just counting the days as it passes..hopefully in a blink it d be fri..but..even though i want my results..as in..lets just say..if i gonna go jc..wad jc m i going to go??i really dunoe..shld i stay in aj?or go else where??coz..the longer i stay in aj..i keep thinkin..actually..if i stay in aj..there are its pros too..if i stay in the same class as in with those ppl... and hv the same timetable...actually..it aint that bad..but still...there ARE things that make me wanna dun go aj..hiaz..dilemma..aiya..see lar see lar..haha..

tmr..really tempted to go other school..hiaz..dunoe...see lar...

live happy!!! i m a happy happy person today..haha

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