Friday, November 18, 2005, 10:38 PM
i ll be leaving tmr morning. leave hse at bout 0630. leaving this place at bout 0830. on my way to taiwan!!! i dunoe lar..in a bit of mixed emotions. alot of stuff happenin...in my mind..lolz..um..i really really need to thankx god. that i kind of helping me put myself in his hands and trust him totally when i needed him. i was really scared, dun dare to tell mum. scared she ll scold me and stuff. i was kinda desperate..den call someone..sis say not around or sumthing..so i was packing..den i was lyk..shld i bring the bible to taiwan?so i went seeking for it. i juz fliped the pages. then i thought of reading Psalm. the book opened at Psalm 143. it goes:
O lord, hear my prayer,
listen to my cry for mercy;
in your faithfulness and righteousness
come to my relief.
Do not bring your servent into judgment,
for no one living is righteous before you... ...
it totally hit home.i was, ok, i ll put my self in my daddy's hands and not lie to my mum. and it came out perfectly well. mum was ok with it..and ask me to comfirm with tcher..thankx mr chia..so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much...really.. best tution tcher lah..but can be really bhb..dats y if ppl think i bhb..is he teach de..not my fault! lol..hiaz..lets not dwelve deep again..or i ll start on the "i dun wan ta leave talk.."
yar..den another sad thing..zhou lao shi is leaving us le..actually also not totally comfirm, but is almost a fact le..zhou lao shi is a really good dance instructor lor..to hv him teach us is really fortunate for us. hiaz..dunoe wan talk much bout it, other wise i may get suspended frm sch..lol..jkjk..nthing serious la..juz my comments which i shld shut up about..
2404 goin to watch hp4 without me lar..nvm..i ll enjoy myself..n there's still another problem. i dunoe if i shld go church camp or not..if i go, john will go, tessa may go..if i dun go..both of them wun go..n lync ppl may kill me for that..lol..lets juz leave that aside...and ..................................
tatas~
