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Moi

ariana
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~(*03.07.90*)~
~(*AnDsS*)~
~(*1/4'03.2/4'04.3/6'05.4/6'06)*~
~(*ChI DaNcE*)~
~(*AJ*)~
~(*22/07*)~
~(*NP-bA*)~
~(*TRM//tr01*)~
~(*CAMPUS CRUSADE 4 CHRIST*)~
~(*bA Envoys*)~
~(*Cultural Dance*)~

LifeStyle

::be who GoD wants me to be::
::serve the LorD with all my heart::
::everlasting friendship::
::momentum::
::good results::
::memories::

Wants

::wifi enabled hp!::
::ipod touch::
::another eyore::
::another jacket::
::shoes//slippers::

Avoids

::losing stuff::
::laziness::
::loneliness::
::forgotten::
::nights::
::emptiness::

Put-offed

::orange::
::sad ending shows::
::horror shows::
::earrings::
::3/4 pants::

Contact me

email me at : here
friendster me at : boo!
msn me at : ariana_02@hotmail.com

Sunday, June 26, 2005, 10:45 PM

hiaz..sch reopenin in 9 hrs..sianz...i dun wan lei..but wad can i say siaz..hiaz..dunoe y..but lyk kinda scared..kinda worried..oso dunoe y..but yar..hiaz..thats life..these few daes..slpin thru..n lying thru..i m so super tired of lying le..its hard noe..ppl always associate lying n huo lian pi with ariana..i admit i v huo lian pi..but its a useful survival skill..but i kinda tired of lying..its stressful noe..i canot dahan le..but..i juz cant stop!! its not dat i dont want to stop..but i cant stop..hiaz...really...i..hiaz..theres nothin i can do bout it la......arrrrgh..juz..mayb is school reopening le..dats y i lyk dat..

holis were fun..1st wk slack..go ta work..had fun during then..had small hiccups..but hu cares both that le..he sux..dats all i can say..2nd wk..first half i did abit of my hmwk..the 2nd half went outa spore..3rd wk..was playin in germany...spend a hell lota money...more on others then myself k..i was being selfless..things changed during that trip..now back le..hope it goes back to normal la..4th wk..mon n tue got course..wed got ss proj..thur fri was at dance..sat went out..had hearthattack..tadae..woke up late..didnt go church..went fer dance..slept the afternoon away..night..go a scoldin n hittting fm mum..coz didnt clean up room n stuff..

hiaz..hols juz eng lyk dat..its so...hiaz..

then lyk dunoe y..i feel..weird..confused..irritated..n stuff..i nd ta tok..but..theres no one ta listen..k, mayb there is..but..no one rite...hiaz..i juz keep forgettin theres God ta tok to..juz..really really feelin weird..weirded out..n tmr n tue no time..totally busy on the first wk of sch..cant heal wounds as fast as i want to..i dun think hving a happy occasion excatly 1 wk fm now will make me really happy..allow happiness ta bubble fm inside me out..hiaz..

wad i did on sat was really crazy la..hiaz..nd ta make it clear..there was no other stuff..mayb its me..or do i feel materialistic..coz dunoe y..dun feel lyk tokin anymore ta...............
i hope its stress n pre-sch blues or at least pms..lol.....really.........

its not u..its me..i m the weird one..dun b pissed..dunoe wad happened ta me..mayb is pre-school blues..i hope..had so much ta tell..juz dunoe how ta say it out..missed ya..mayb..

tmr i ll b goin ta sch late..may b bac by hist lessons la..