Friday, February 04, 2005, 9:13 PM
i m blogin..finally..once a wk mah..i m stickin onto wad i said wad...
k kz..today was scary siaz..really scary..nvr see gor angry or pissed before..n he was pissed with me..1st was shocked..den pissed..den upset..den v v v guilty...even b4 i knew y he was lyk dat...
coz cheryl wanted her money back..n i was totally broke..kk..i m not broke..i juz didnt want to use my money...savin up for my nxt spenditure wad..nxt wk got 2 ppl bdae..n still hv V dae comin up..den i was desperate to get money fm class fund to return cheryl wad..juz ask fm gor..mayb i was alittle too loud or sumthing..den he was like..turn around n shouted at me lor..iwas like shocked..gor was like..sum1 hu NVR NVR NVR get angry de..[but these kinda ppl..i noe once they get really angry..its total explosion..eg. gor n my dad..my dad oso dun get angry de..but when pissed..he smashed my cds dat i use my own money buy de..lucky only cover broke..not the disc].. i was also at fault la..i shouted back..den in the end i was..k k..fine..wadeva..then took my wallet..borrowed an extra dollar fm wnkita den go 3/7 return cheryl..she not there..i was lyk..wade...den passed it to sum1..at the door to gv cheryl..i cant be bothered le..den went back to class..sat down ..do my math..den gor was in front of me..den the class was really quiet lor..v scary...after that he started jokin with the other guys..things started to sound abit normal..said sorry..gor was lyk no response..started to feel really guilty..den he went off at 12..den i was lyk feelin really guilty thru out the day..
den now..read gors blog..feel even more guilty..ta shi you cu zhong de...k la.. i shld control temper more..dun b so mean n all...k la...xiong mei made up..not so bad le...
hiaz..ms heng said come up with your own unique simile rite..i got 1 here..as miserable as life..gors not the only 1 hu is stressful these few days..my ss..i got too worked up about it la..made me abit xiao..den i was like sick for the pas few days..slp damn early..den nvr do ANT at all..hiaz..den todays ting xie..i nvr study lor..unless count readin the ci yu shou ce fm 12:30 to 1 am studyin..bud still not too bad la..learn a trick fm last yr..lol..totally worked..if u r fm 3/6 n wanta noe wad it is..can go ask my cheryl mummy..lol..she noes le..hiaz..still hv eng n hist haven do yet..crap lor..mon still hv the mock real eng test..the only clue she gave was.."theme:5 day work week.." wad is that man...hiaz...
lookin forward to chi new yr..the $$$n the gamblin..lol...lame..gtg..
