This is what i want you to watch

ariana
*rui
~(*03.07.90*)~
~(*AnDsS*)~
~(*1/4'03.2/4'04.3/6'05.4/6'06)*~
~(*ChI DaNcE*)~
~(*AJ*)~
~(*22/07*)~
~(*NP-bA*)~
~(*TRM//tr01*)~
~(*CAMPUS CRUSADE 4 CHRIST*)~
~(*bA Envoys*)~
~(*Cultural Dance*)~




::be who GoD wants me to be::
::serve the LorD with all my heart::
::everlasting friendship::
::momentum::
::good results::
::memories::




::wifi enabled hp!::
::ipod touch::
::another eyore::
::another jacket::
::shoes//slippers::




::losing stuff::
::laziness::
::loneliness::
::forgotten::
::nights::
::emptiness::




::orange::
::sad ending shows::
::horror shows::
::earrings::
::3/4 pants::

Contact me

email me at : here
friendster me at : boo!
msn me at : ariana_02@hotmail.com

i m suppose to be doin my jap, memorising my jap. and i actually suddenly have alot of other things to be done too. I realise a trend. I tend to blog when i m busy, and when i m not suppose to be blogging. This is the reason why i haven been blogging for a long time. LOL. and, finally i have my msn back to nomal. bye ebuddy. YOu have been a nice buddy. I ll use you once in a while. haha! btw, i m actually bored of tv and shows. When you have too much of something, you really will get bored of it. I think i more interested in Straits Times. and i gonna read zaobao.com soon to improve my china as well. as for my jap, i think i ll stick to liar game and galileo etc etc..haha!

I dont think I m suited to a marketing job. Really. I know, its only been one month, and I have not been exactly extremely involved in my job. But i kinda think that way. COz in a way, i really dont think I m suited for an office. I like running around, sweating it out when I m on the job. When I go on mel to read what other people are doing, it looks tough AND fun...

Come to think of it, I am kinda suited for the tourism industry. Long hours, low pay. My kind of fun. HA! no wonder Ms Ong say I m sadistic...LOL..

This really puts more thought now that I uni is virtually knocking on my door. I really cant imagine myself stuck in the office, going through all the paper work and growing fatter every second I sit at my desk. How do OLs even maintain their figure. I m starting to admire their metabolism.

What kinda job dont require me to stay at the same place all the time?

hahahahahahaha...go sell insurance, or sell house, always have to run around.LOLOLOLOL...but i dont like that job. LOLOLOL...

really wonder.........

*off to go shower! meeting polly and che!!

just realised that my previous post. really really kinda emo ehhh...but nahhh...me totally done and over with that. Let's not sweat the small stuff. ha! sweat the BIG stuff!!! for example.........sqtr due on fri. which i still haven started!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


so get me outta here. now for a gd reason!!

I totally detest (since i cant say hate, detest is the furtherest i can go) this semester. actually, cant really say is this semester. i just totally DETEST the person I have become this semester. i am such a total asshole this semester. all the stupid i have this semester. all the different people i have angered. all have a valid reason. all the things that i have chosen to do this semester. all the super STUPID mistakes that i have made, and things i am continuing to do. I just wanna get out of here, create a new me for myself.



pls just get me outa myself.

i m soooooooooo freaking messed up.
Just when you thot PT is over, some SUPER IRRITATING things pop up. Like the fact that my laptop was still working just fine ytd, today, my earphones jack has problems. There's this super irritating buzzing sound which JUST CANNOT be FIxED. SOOOOOOOOOO irritating. and everyone at hm is pissed of. So am i. And my home internet is screwed. only have local connection but not internet. So if you wanna know how i m blogging. **I m tapping on some kind soul's internet. THANK YOU GOD for still providing. Coz i really needed to d/l SQTR's slides. BUT, how am i going to do SQTR project without internet? UM...go to sch everyday? Even on monday?? wad bout tmr? ITS DAMN irritating. ALOT of stupid problems. and i thot my morningmares are over.

And there are sooooooooo many freaking things happening. let me pose this qns. If you know that there's a prob with one of ur friends, do you try to change that person for the better, or whole heartedly accept him/her for who he/she really is??



There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.
1 Corinthians 10:13

YAY!!!! I M GOING ON HOLIDAY!!! ant its not mlysia this time! whoo hooo!! going after natas fair, before internship!! 5 days! at least! I m SOOOOOOOO getting outta this world! but only to macau, hk and zhu hai. which is so weird considering the fact that i m suppose to go there for the unheld sch trip. LOL!!

BUT HU CARES?!?!
its freaking OUTA SINGAPORE!!!!!

read the blog of a v dear friend of mine.

hiaz...sometimes i wonder, izzit even gd to start getting into a couple thing. coz ppl get used to doing things in 2s. i know its easier and there's always a company. I totally understand. Like the fact that it would be nice to have somebody come down to have dinner with me when i had to stay late for various reasons and there was no dinner at hm.

BUT. on the brighter note, as long as you have really gd friends, its about the same. haha!
thanks to S. i had a nice canteen2 chicken rice lunch brought all the way to me when i was rushing wisp reflection at the underpass!! yays. totally miss canteen2 stuff. and thanks to B who helped me read thru my wisp reflection in 10mins. ha! while i was queuing to print. and to XF for even coming down to accompany me thru the horrendous printing turmoil and handing in after she had hers settled. Thank GoD for great friends.

And ariana. you shld stop being selfish. after seeing how great friends you have who do nice stuff for you. i realise, i m kinda a calculating person. like wad ash said before. that i calculate my every move. the pros and cons of things before doing them. Think about it. I kinda do it. more than i d like to. i realise, for some friends, i do calculate abit. to others, i kinda just give them everything. weird. hmmm..i shld really rethink. and.....its now 1156!! time to do RMTR!!

Praying for inspiration and concentration! AMEN!

I wanna blog, i dun wanna do RMTR reflection. But i have to do!! coz no other time to do le!! wahhhh..i ll go do it at 12. Really. at 12. haha..so i can crap and slack here first. actually i know what i can do. haha...i can start formulating what i wanna write..

and i busy chatting. hahahahahaha....

i wan go fop today!! my first time going ehhh...so i hv to finish RMTR now!!!!!!! wahhhhhhhhhhh

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